its pretty

well
i like to keep myself busy
because it helps me get my mind off the hunger pains and stuff

so i decided to make like a banner
for my blog it looks really pretty

and i made my display picture a real pic of me
but i cropped out my face

i really like this blog
it gives me something to do
to keep my mind busy

i think im going to try to write a blog or two a day

and i have 3 new followers
i thought that this was just gonna be a blog
that only i read

i hope some of the stuff on my blog
helps you gals reach ur goals

and umm if u want
can u give some feedback on the new banner
i want to make my blog pretty
and entertaining so girls
can come on my blog and keep themselves busy

so they can reach their goal
thin.perfect.skill

I Passed The Test

lately ive been feeling as if ana has been testing me
and i passed the test
so much has happened to me since i wrote my last blog
i havent lost any weight because ive been so stressed
but ive reconnected with myself
ive patched up my relationship with ana
im ready
ive changed


i sat down at the dinner table last night
and i just stared at the food for about 2 hours

my family had a huge cook out the other day
and like everyone was eating and just eating more and more

it was so disgusting

my aunt asked me if i wanted a cheese burger
and i said no but she kept asking
i felt like lashing out at her
so i just took the fucking burger

then went inside and threw it away

and the fucking burger grease got on my hand
and like i washed my hands sooooo hard

food is making me sick
when i look at it i just want the puke


HUNGER IS A FEELING
BEING THIN IS A SKILL