lately ive been soooo stressed
thats why i havent written a blog in a while
with school and my family
i gained 19lbs since my last blog
and i feel like i want to die
lately ive been thinking
that i need to retouch my relationship with ana and mia
they were my only friends this summer
and i dont want to leave them
im going to be gone for a while im not going to
write another blog till i loose 30lbs
so ill see you ladies then.....
About Me
- FebruaryVodka
- New Jersey, United States
- I'm February
I've suffered with an ED for quite some time now
I don't remember how it all happened
I'm suffering....but this is the life I live....
Height: 5'11
Highest Weight: 174lbs.
Lowest weight: 130lbs.
Current weight: 158lbs.
Goal 1: 145lbs.
Goal 2: 130lbs.
Final Goal: 120-130lbs.
THINSPO PICS & QUOTES
" Perfection is reached, not when there is no longer anything to add, but when there is no longer anything to take away."
" You can never be too rich or too thin."
" You will be tempted quite frequently. You will have to choose whether to enjoy yourself wholly for those 20 minutes or so that you will be consuming excess calories, or whether you will despise yourself cordially for the next three days."
"I do eat normally: only what is needful for survival. I can't help it that we live in a piggish society where gluttony is the norm, and everyone else is constantly stuffing themselves."